Bipolar Paradise

Do I wish I had never endured depression? Absolutely. But to deny the experience is to deny who I am

Some days I can’t help but let the sadness consume me. Nothing’s wrong, but nothing is right either. But all I know, is that there Is this lingering sadness that I can’t seem to shake. Then there are days when... Continue Reading →


You left me.. you promised you would never give up on me but that’s exactly what you did. Now I’m faced to deal with the fact you’re living a happy life enjoying it with someone who I feel doesn’t deserve... Continue Reading →

I’m so lost

I don’t know where I’m going in life or what I’m doing. I really really want to give up like so bad, the pain I feel on daily basis is excruciating. It’s very challenging pretending to be okay also very... Continue Reading →

Part I: Lukey Boy

I remember it like it was yesterday, still so fresh in my mind. The night before was just a normal night, the usual over thinking and silent tears with my thoughtful playlist. I didn't go asleep until the early hours... Continue Reading →


You said you would always be there for me, you said you would be there no matter what. I hold onto such sweet words you once said to me not because it was the first time someone said it to... Continue Reading →

Feelings Of The Depressed

The thing about depression is we say we want to die but fear death. It is not that we want to kill ourselves we just don't want to live anymore. We would rather stop feeling all the pain than continue to... Continue Reading →

we accept the love we think we deserve

I spend most of my days in a dark room with music that suits my emotions so as you've probably guessed it isn't the happiest of music. I can't sleep because my mind is constantly in overdrive thinking about everything... Continue Reading →

End Of A Chapter & The Begining Of A New

This is really hard for me to do but I'm pushing myself to do it. So tonight I'm gonna do something different, I'm gonna be ending a chapter in my life of someone I truly love although I know it's... Continue Reading →

You mean the world 

Have you ever truly loved someone so much it's deeper than any relationship you may have ever had and you aren't even together. You are just 'friends' nothing more nothing less. I guess in a weird was its more than... Continue Reading →

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