Bipolar Paradise

Do I wish I had never endured depression? Absolutely. But to deny the experience is to deny who I am

Part I: Lukey Boy

I remember it like it was yesterday, still so fresh in my mind. The night before was just a normal night, the usual over thinking and silent tears with my thoughtful playlist. I didn't go asleep until the early hours... Continue Reading →



You said you would always be there for me, you said you would be there no matter what. I hold onto such sweet words you once said to me not because it was the first time someone said it to... Continue Reading →

Feelings Of The Depressed

The thing about depression is we say we want to die but fear death. It is not that we want to kill ourselves we just don't want to live anymore. We would rather stop feeling all the pain than continue to... Continue Reading →

we accept the love we think we deserve

I spend most of my days in a dark room with music that suits my emotions so as you've probably guessed it isn't the happiest of music. I can't sleep because my mind is constantly in overdrive thinking about everything... Continue Reading →

End Of A Chapter & The Begining Of A New

This is really hard for me to do but I'm pushing myself to do it. So tonight I'm gonna do something different, I'm gonna be ending a chapter in my life of someone I truly love although I know it's... Continue Reading →

You mean the world 

Have you ever truly loved someone so much it's deeper than any relationship you may have ever had and you aren't even together. You are just 'friends' nothing more nothing less. I guess in a weird was its more than... Continue Reading →

Late Night Love

Everybody wants love... I'm one of those people that that have a strong belief in love conquers all, even though I'm so broken I always have faith in love and that in doing so one day I shall find it... Continue Reading →

Hiding The Pain

I feel like I've neglected this blog and what it stood for... I only seem to post stuff when it suits me and that's unfair. So I apologize, I've just had no motivation to write anything because I felt like It... Continue Reading →

I miss you 

I deleted a few pictures of you off my phone the other day along with some messages you had sent months back. Messages where you told me how much you loved and missed me and how bad you wanted to... Continue Reading →

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